Sitting Duck gives up
(head in hands) I am so tired of this. Because of being hacked, I've listed every stupid
abnormality in my computer, which is truly limping along now.
But all this is probably just your average computer stuff and I look like an
idiot, which I am when it comes to computers. But being hacked was
real, sending a virus to Houghton Mifflin was real, the Democratic
party naming my website unexplainably prior to being set up is cold
hard fact. The rest is just my hysteria trying to figure it out,
and I can't. I'm a sitting duck...but a sitting duck aware of the
miracle that my website is even up. I think this is what it is to be
Christian...being a sitting duck, watching the hunters take aim and
praying for them anyway...which I haven't been all that successful at
doing. (deep sigh)
Okay you big, mean, hacking computer geniuses laughing at my feeble
attempts to figure you out. You win. But I'm about to shut off my
computer, go sit at my Master's feet and soak in the love and warmth
of His heart as I read His Word. I used to live in your world and it's
empty, there is so much more!
Didn't you know it's all about you? Everyone always says it's
all about Jesus but it's not. It's all about what God wills, what God
wants, and God wants YOU. He loves you, His passion is about you, His
Son died for you and I'm stuck on this planet just to tell you that.
It's ALL about you and your relationship with the Father that loves
you so much.
No matter what you do, I don't want your eternal destination to be
apart from God. Even though I'm flawed and I get in trouble with my
temper, please forgive me. The only reason I get up in arms is because
you are after our children, and I probably will again. But I also pray that some day you turn around and find Him.
There is nothing on this earth that would be sweeter to me than to
find you in heaven one day. In all sincerity, amen.
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